I see the walls are closing in

My left eye is swollen and it hurts. I don't know what came over me, especially since I was pretty sure that I had my feelings under control. It's so unlike me to break down in front of new friends, cept for Veronica or in the mrt. It's my fault I guess, for never wanting to cry out loud. Thanks Veronica for hugging me while I cried, and uhm Danial for the tissue packet. Thank goodness I don't have work today, it would have been embarrassing to see them all again tonight. I think I'm going to watch Skins online or Heroes. I need to take my mind off, things.