Thursday, June 25, 2009

Anxiety attack of sorts

Funny how I these past few weeks whizz past me
I have done nothing productive with my time
I have five modules to catch up on
A 1000 word essay to complete
Friends to catch up with
A best friend to comfort
A slightly broken heart to mend

Today I felt heart ache
An ache that I really don't know how to describe
It must've been when I saw Stacie's mom break down
I was breaking down on the inside
Screaming because this can't be happening
And I refuse to believe

I have tried sleeping but I can't seem to
It's Farah & Junella's 18th today
(Happy birthday!)

It is 4:32AM
& I'm caught in this dismal whirlpool that is my brain
My emotions are running high
Deep breaths now, deep breaths

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