I don't understand a thing

I hate hospitals.
I couldn't cry anymore though.
I'm just, numb.
Does that make me a selfish person?
What makes a person anyway?

A tasteless joke by the doctors,
that's what it was.
Wish I didn't look so much like a kid,
no one ever takes me seriously.
I am everyone's little mei mei.


How is it that, the world is full of such people?

We hurt and hurt and hurt everyone else
with our words, where is your empathy?

I hurt, too. It fucking hurts

Like a crippling kind of sad, that I refuse to admit to anyone.
Who wants to be vulnerable? When all you can be, is numb.

What's the point? Tell me what's the point of all of this,
if we all ever do, is fucking hurt,
and hurt every other person.